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Hello there. I guess i need to make one of these entries. Well im still at Cal U. Its ok. My classes are a lil harder. Ive been going to the gym with my new roommate. wow...me the gym?!?!? haha. Luke and i are doing prefect! I couldnt be happier with him. Hes such a wonderful boyfriend. Our six month is coming up soon. yay. I bought a pair of quad skates. yay..im so excited to try them out. I used to skate a lot when i was lil until they got rid of our rink in my hometown. But luke skates a lot and ive been skating with him so he got me back into skating again. I want my skates so bad but they are at home and i must wait till tomorrow to try them on. Hmmm lets see...well Luke had surgury on his knee bout 3 weeks ago and its still no much better. hes a lil concerned bout it but i think it will heal just fine. Hes been off work since jan 5 and he is dying of boredom. lol. well i cant think of anything else to write right now so im gonna get going. leave comments so that mindsay will be happy with me. hehe. tons of love.

Hello mindsay world. Whats new? Well i havent blogged in awhile so i figured i would give ya something to read. Well i spent new years and some at my boyfriend, Lukes, house in west virginia. It was a lot of fun because i love being with him. We spent a lot of time together and got even closer than we were before. Its great. His mother and I have even become good friends as well as everyone else down there that Luke knows. I feel like i belong now and its wonderful. Luke is very sweet and caring to me. Hes a great boyfriend. Hes very loving as well. He had his knee operated on. Its been hurting him for a good while so he finally went to get it fixed. Afterwards i took care of him and he is very thankful for that. I dont mind cuz hes a nice guy. Well now hes down in the dumps cuz he cant get up and do stuff. He hates sitting around and doing nothing. I had to leave sunday and come home cuz i was there for over a week and needed to get home. I cant wait to see him again. I really really care for him a lot and i know he cares for me too. Im happy.

 

Well i still have a week till i go back to college at Cal U. Im not really looking forward to going back but i guess i have to. The sooner i go back the sooner i can see Luke again once he gets well. I kinda miss college but there was a lot of drama there and i dont really feel like i fit in much. Oh well shit happens. Well im just chillin in my room watching movies and im bored and tired. So im gonna get off here. Comment back everyone. tons of love.

Hey everyone. I havent blogged in a long while. Well happy new year! yay its 2006 but i dont feel a bit different. Are we really supposed to feel different? lol. Anyways, im just venting my feelings here. Im spending new years at Lukes house in west virginia. Ive been here since last thursday and i will go home sometime this weekend. yay. Im spending like a week and a half here. Im having fun for the most part. Luke and I are becoming closer. He is so so sweet and caring towards me now. I feel really close to him too and i know we both love eachother so much. Im so happy with him and he seems very happy with me too. I hope it last a long time cuz i wanna be with him forever. I know, it sounds corny but its true and how i feel for him. I think he feels the same way bout me. I trust him and i hope he trusts me too. Well hey its like late at night so im gonna get going. Comment back if you are bored or whatever. hehe. tons of love.

Thought i would blog for anyone that is interested. haha. Christmas break is almost here. We get a month off of college. sweet!!!! Next tuesday is Luke and mine 4 month anniversity. yay. we still fight a lot but i think we are getting a lil better. i hope we work things out. we are not seeing eachother this weekend cuz he doesnt really have money to come up every weekend. i understand that. but we are seeing eachother the following weekend. yay. its the weekend right before christmas. it sucks that we cant spend christmas together but its understanding that we both have obligations to our own families. i wouldnt miss christmas with my family no matter how much i want too. lol. i couldnt do that to my mom anyway. shes probably the real reason why im staying home for the holiday. im assuming that Luke and i will spend time together right after christmas so its all good. i know im spending new years in west virginia with him. hmm i havent told my mother that one yet. haha. we havent bought eachother anything yet. we might next weekend if he has money and if not than we will just wait to buy eachother a gift. i dont mind cuz i know hes short on money right now.

Finals are terrible. lots of stuff to study and many papers to write. who ever came up with finals wasnt thinking properly. oh well. i think im doing pretty good in all my classes. mostly A's and B's maybe one C. yay.

So im really getting into reading novels for fun. I like psychololgy based books but anything with a lot of thought and meaning are very interesting as well. Im thinking bout writing a novel but it will take time and i have to be really into the idea. I was thinking bout a novel about a girl trying to find her self-identity. She goes through tramatic experinces that shape who she is and cause her some mental problems such as mood swings. Im going to use some events from my life but the book is going to be fictional. Im not sure how im going to end the story though. Theres two possible endings. One will be her finding her true self and becoming happy by living a life a love and self fullness. the second ending will be her not finding her true self and maybe committing suicide. Yes yes i know. They are complete opposite endings and one is very tragic. lol. Im also thinking about a title. Maybe "Tainted Identity" or something along those lines. Anyone have any thoughts on the idea of a title? Im open to suggestions. hehe. well im gonna get going. talk to everyone later. tons of love.